I'm in Stockton right now. Josh's grandma was diagnosed with bone cancer a month ago and wasn't given much time. We came down on Friday to see her and was told it was down to 48 hours, so we ended up staying. She was surrounded by so many family and friends, who sang her favorite song..."That's Amore" to her by her bed. She passed away at home on Monday.





We'll be coming home on Friday night.


So much has been going on. So much to think about. So many decisions. So many personal things going on.

I'm about to explode.