It's hard to be fully happy, when I know my best friend is against it.

It hurts like a mother when I can't talk about something that is important to me to another person who is equally as important. It's to the point where she has to seperate herself from me and keep me at a distance.


I just wish I knew she had my back no matter what choice I made. This whole thing kinda sucks. Roller coaster on.



(P.S. Thanks for listening Sara. What would I do without you?)